Dear Self Imploding Mind,

the thought of you is nauseous...

the way you cover your foot steps as you walk through my mind from ear to ear, is just nerve wrecking. see in this place its already hard enough to get a moments of peace. however, i wrote myself a lullaby that may seem unfamiliar to your ears.

as you experience this masterpiece, i wish you will finally see, all the life i have dreamed. i painted out for you on the walls of your company. your heart so strung out its so comforting.

but not to me... no... see as much as my head cries back and fourth. ive forgiven the fact that i was dead even before i was alive. this world made an example out of me before i was weak but in my twentieth year, ive learned to forget that stressful piece of mind that i have.

so i did my research and your named popped up. "mission extermination." was the name that i have given you. too many birds have shadowed my head long enough for me to believe that i was dead. but as you forgotten how the mind works i emerge through the shadows as i popped above my halo just to shine my life to the sky. now you may believe that i refuse to be mislead. so allow me to challenge you in another way.

as i strike you from behind. i never wanted you to survive as a cancer in my mind, so bring on the open surgery. im taking you out myself. like a cyst growing deeper as i find its secret out. this is all very perfect.

ill bury you where you always thought i should be. six feet under my miserable sea.

heart engine

never sail your eyes to sea. for there is much more blood to bleed.
all pirates hide in the waters, as knights fly high in the sky.
dont expect the dead to come to life. they've given all they can.
ive lost the memories of struggling apathys.
where has all the riots gone?
selling gods and selling trust.
when you see aggression, i see revenge.
i see what i can make better of this impression.
"my knights sail these pirates. drown them in the seas, let them flea to the depths where boiling waters burn them alive."
a heart born from the surface of dirt, water spurs from its peddles.
when all others find their mind. ill find time.
do not ever sell your eyes to open water.

galaxy me

i call out the empire. bring the tree of life for immortality is here. dig up all of the old bones and present them here. we have a life to live, and all of the solders who survived this, must protect the gates. protect the living god for all eternity.

we cannot destroy evil, but we can prevent it.

can you hear them coming? as the drums pick up to the tempo of their feet? they can throw what they have at us. but we will not fall. we will not faulter. failed by the wrong design. their plans are all shorted out. let the moon see our way and give us light while we may still see the dead at night. at day let the sun shine, give every morning to us as we bury the dead. a proper disaster for the solders. when death arrives, do not fear, welcome him as one of our own. he is only here, to free our souls.

i fight to live. to make a purpose sometime before i die.

the life of my own i see clearly now that the storm has passed over. days never looked as good as this. never a waste. destroy the fields of gray for there is colour that needs to be shown. if blood soaks the dirt, rose flowers will bloom. and the living tree will grow on further. every man, women, and child will be here to cheer as life is carried out into the hands of god. we are saved, from all evil. we are stronger, than we could ever be. we can finally fly now. behold the gift of life.

all flesh and no pain, forever love remains. the wars have ended. the sky is endless. im not standing alone anymore.

earths clock

today is the last day of the end of the world. still the trees are growing upward towards the sky. the animals gather in groups, praying to the heavens. people go on walking, looking for a cure. the itch of this infection, the starvation of our stomachs. there is no settle way to put this so lets get to the point. i know that when this world breaks apart. millions will be dead, and all life worth saving was a waste. destruction of pain, greed, lust. has made an example out of most of us. that love is in beauty and death. dont save this planet, let it be destroyed. as our bodies rot in the earth our souls will be grown in the heavens. for the new apostles of this world will be born. the final book will be written as our names are put into history. distorted faces of pain and death. as beauty arises from the earth. the new book is finished. as our names are spoken, the bible is done for the new planet. just as 2000 years pass on this new earth. people will be made a mockery of. saying things like "its not true at all. that science took over this world." its the history in the repeat of the making. but i promise you. that our souls will go on living. i pray for a new world, better than this world. i pray that our souls will combine forces as the attack begins. i pray for love. i pray and i pray. i pray. i pray for a brighter day.


"theres not a cloud in the sky tonight. and the moon reminds me of the sun. the light reflects off of the ocean and sparkles like little soft diamonds. quiet. a breeze flying at me wanting to pick me up and dive into the sea. the waves are restless only because we have found them. their secret is found. and i am alive. if i dive into the sea and have the waves swallow me whole. i will die but i will be free. that is the price to pay to know that there is beauty in life and death. and there is beauty in knowing that sometimes you have to give up everything to truly see it. dying is a personal thing for a man. its so beautiful that other people cry. because is life has ended. beauty in life. and a new life begins. the working origins of the earths clock."

mother earth

everything blood red will perish against this light with no end. no point for return. cry out these final commands. when you think of god i hope you draw swords. be ready for battle in this holy war. there isnt another chance to survive. your life is at stake.

I AM FEARLESS. let your world rebel me, ill stomp these tracks as i favor the queen. this blood is his blood. ive come for the broken. ill never be shaken in revenge, im ready for any full blown attack.

there is peace at the end of this world. the biggest struggle is to conquer evil. we will overcome this palace, and regain two heavens. we had 2000 years too prepare for this war. now we have the advantage, we have the high ground. let them see us coming. side by side our brothers and sisters will come together. our angels will gather the skies, as the heavens open up, hell will rise. from the cracks of this earth, armies of demons will approach us. a fist held high in the air. ill rain down fire with this hand. we will destroy on command. all dead bodies will be burned alive. we've come to take your life. in god we trust, all who are against us will rust. this battle is ours, the war is ours. victory is in our grasp.

freedom flys

proclaim these legions back. reign down power as the almighty approaches, we are drenched in blood. as our nation falls we awake the dead. this war hasnt ended, and the dead have yet to fall to their knees. seek out your mercy before you drown. you will see that there is only one side to choose. at the altar you will be given the chance to carry out the life of man. rain down the power on us, the rain cools off the dead. just as you begin to faint. there is life here ready to be born. born into solders, we have risen with the lord as we are granted the duty of solders. and you of all people will realize that, this isnt the ending of the war. for the dead still have not yet had the chance to speak.

lord of mercy rise me above the earth. grant me the power of one of your own. make my wings show. as i kneel down before you i touch your hand. i am not afraid. there is a lifetime of men crying for the hunger and peace. lord of glory remember my face in this time of battle. for its filled with scars and emptiness. see my eyes as they are one of yours. and bring me to fill the hearts of all of those who feel empty. ill shine down the rays of life. as you grant me one last time. love and beauty is just a figment of imagination. until we bring these treasures back to life. we must make the treasures of this world grow again. i stand here unashamed of what i have become shouting over the battles of angry men. with the dead crawling behind me. our voices collide and a cry breaks out. "I LOVE YOU!" echoes through the wind. i fall too my knees. whispering "thank you, freedom is here." we are free.

the angelic army

I AM THE END OF THE WORLD. formed by man, created by god. the world sitting softly onto my shoulders. ill receive the benefit of the doubt, that when these worlds collide ill be the one on top. follow me for i know the key that holds all worlds. teleport between heaven and hell. youve made the mistake before that showed you didnt care no more. then hid away where all of the questions crashed onto you. now your left with nothing, no hope, no dreams. your life all in a scream. trampled as you try to get away. we have made the world we live in today. AND I AM THE END OF THE WORLD. grace is the sun, the wind, the grass. grace is everything we have burned. sold to slavery that didnt make the charts. remember the faces when you shot and recharged? something so pitiful, these swords can out number the man. made of millions, reaching power of demand. strong in my hands. a gripped so tight, ill find this slave tonight. for he will be on my side this time. then when the world welcomes you to its home. ill be there to watch you fall. this is a fallout war, and im bringing it back to life. correction. your status will say you didnt survive. remember me when you lost me in sight? i brought an army with me back for revenge. you wouldnt last a chance. this war has just begun. but it will end the same way that it has started. out numbered a million to one. im claiming victory and we have plenty of land to reclaim. salvage the weak and built them on strength. remember the faith and talk to the angels. we can never lose. if youre with me, heaven be with you. if your against me, god be with you.